Forgiveness...

 Can I some day learn to forgive ?

Honestly, anyone who gets asked this question, finds it hard to answer. 

I, personally, wish my answer would be "yes". I wish I have not thought about it long... 

Thinking about it already is hard for me. 

"Forgiveness is a gift, a power not given to anyone"-someone.

Some people may be the villains in your story. They hurt you, and you eventually learn how to hate. 

Negative emotions always seem to get the best of you. And your hatred is endlessly growing. 

Or, is it ?

I feel like, at this point, if you ask yourself the question "should-I forgive" is a big step. After all what you endured, all you have witnessed, you are finally starting in a way to grow. 

We would love to get the power of forgiveness. We would love to forgive too. 

People who forgive, and start over... I am shared between admiration and envy. 

But, we are humans, and human beings are imperfect. We have our emotions and our flaws. 

At least, we can try.

Forgiveness might be a gift given to some people since the start, but it does not mean that with time and deep thinking we can't achieve the desired result. 

We might not have the mindset now, but we can hopefully recover all from our hate culture that was inserted deep in us. 

We can, ourselves, forgive the villains of our story.